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from nnr3334 (20-somethingfemale)6 answersDumped after 3 years.
I met him when I was a freshman in college. I actually...show more
had a boyfriend at the time, but things were going nowhere with that one and I ended the relationship. That whole time, I met a new guy that was in a few of my classes. I found him so attractive and he felt the same towards me. After a few months of hanging out, he asked me out. I said yes. We had some ups and downs in the relationship, but I loved him so much. I never saw myself marrying anyone I dated, until I met him. I was convinced he would be the man I married. Last thursday, he comes over to my apartment (which by the way, his apartment is in the next row at my apartment complex). He comes over, and I made him dinner. About an hour after, he said he had to talk to me about something. "I just think that your feelings for me are a lot stronger than my feelings are for you at this point." Basically, I was dumped. One sentence and my world came absolutely CRASHING down. We had broken up and got back together about 3 times before this. He gets stressed/overwhelmed about things in his life and feels like he needs to eliminate something.. which usually it was me. (Even his sister noticed this pattern) But we had always gotten back together. This time, I think, is different. I think it really is the end. But I can't stop the feeling of wanting him back so desperately and wanting him in my life and wanting to be with me and love me back. I haven't had a single day that I've woken up and not bawled my eyes out all morning...I just don't know what to do. I feel like I'm not myself without him. I can't stop crying at every random moment in the day. I just feel like my world came crashing down. He took everything away from me and my emotions, and he took them by force. Not a warning at all. He says he still cares about me and is there for me to help me through this if I need him. He's still being so nice to me and it just kills me that he doesn't feel the same way about me. It makes me sad knowing he never had any intention of marrying me. I feel like I'll never meet someone as amazing as he is. Anyone, anyone at all, have ANY advice that will help me through this? He's all I've known for 3 years now.. I just don't know how to be single anymore.. and don't want to be, for that matter. I feel so incredibly alone without him. Please, anyone help. :(..
