Here's that question

Hell yeah...
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Oddly, however, it seems that the times when my behavior was execrable, and I really should've been kicked to the curb, I wasn't. Maybe that says more about my then-partners than about me, but there are some instances in which I can't believe they didn't dump my ass. And when I really had my heart broken in half and handed back to me, it was seemingly senseless and inexplicable. Again, those occasions speak more to my exes' states of mind at the time. ..
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But, oh, the injustice! How it rankles...

Yes, I used to be very into getting attention from guys, pretty much anywhere I could find it...If I was out to dinner or a bar with my boyfriend, I'd flirt and encourage any guy who was looking at me...I never cheated, but looking back, I see it was definitely grounds to be dumped...The things I was doing were totally inappropriate...
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And yeah, I don't really get off on attention the way I used to....

I cheated on my ex, and he caught me with the guy, not in the act or anything, but kissing him when he wasn't looking. Now that was ten years ago, and I recognise that I was a total Beeatch, and I have never done it again. He was such a nice guy, he's married now with a way nicer wife!!..

Oh, for sure...
I used to be completely unable to break up with guys, so if I wanted to break up, it would be really hard to talk to them. Then I'd end up avoiding them for a while... and sometimes that would lead to the guy just dumping me.. which is kind of what I wanted, but definitely unfair to them...
Contrary to popular belief though, the plan was never just to make them wanna dump me. Just happened to turn out that way haha...